Your comment makes me sad. Because so many people feel the way you do. Let me tell you what I see, okay? I see that you have 37 followers just based on your profile description. Without even writing a single thing. I kind of hope you will start writing a little. Sharing some of your stories or memories. I don’t know that it will help. But I have found that when I have been at my lowest, and I’ve been real low, connecting with other people made it a little less hard. Please take care of you. You matter.