Kim-Rae, this makes me ache. I hope you are finding a way to move forward and heal. And I don't know what that looks like for you, whether it's someone to talk to or writing about it, even just privately in a journal.

I have a little experience with that. Did all the things I was supposed to do and still lost everything, literally.

The simple fact that you're sharing this makes me thing you're stronger than you know. You'll find your way and get there. Take care of you, okay?